Film director and screenplay writer, Tyler Perry stopped by the Oprah Winfrey show and shared intimate details about his abusive childhood. The intimate and revealing interview showed a new side to the star and he even cried. Check out some snippets from what he said below.

On his childhood
“[It was] a living hell,” Tyler says. As a picture of a young Tyler flashes across the screen, tears flood his eyes. “That’s hard for me to look at,” he says. “I feel like I died as a child.”

To endure the violent beatings, shouting and name-calling, Tyler says he used his imagination to escape.

“I could go to this park [in my mind] that my mother and my aunt had taken me to. … I’m there in this park running and playing, and it was such a good day,” he says. “So, every time somebody was doing something to me that was horrible, that was awful, I could go to this park in my mind until it was over.

On his father abusing him
To this day, I don’t know why he did it. But I remember him cornering me in a room and hitting me with this vacuum cleaner cord. He would just not stop. There are all these welts on [me], the flesh that’s coming from my bone, and I had to wait for him to go to sleep,” Tyler says. “When he fell asleep, I ran to my aunt’s house, and she was mortified when she saw it.

On being molested
Tyler says he later endured sexual molestation at the hands of a male nurse and a man he knew from church. “[The man from church] used God and the Bible against me to justify a lot of the things that were going on. It was so horrible,” Tyler says. “And that was my first sexual experience, with this man performing oral sex on me as a boy.”

To view some clips from the show make sure to visit Oprah’s official website.